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What We Used To Have

by Sticks & Stones

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1.
Dead Weight 05:37
If there's one thing I've learned over the last couple of years It's that no matter what happens The world has a way to always bring me down No matter what I achieve, I never feel good about myself I'm tripping over my own feet Burning at both ends but they'll never meet I can't run from my problems and every night This dead weight pulls at me I won't get any sleep tonight All the things I cannot change keep running through my mind Will one day come when I don't lose what I'm trying to find? I just need to clear my head but it's too cold to go outside My body is broken, my head is in pieces My clothes are too small and my games aren't in their cases I'm losing sense of who I am There's got to be something I can do To take back what you took from me, I don't have to prove myself to you The only thing I can think about is my friend who passed I spend more time with you now than I ever could in person I feel like i'm getting to know you so much more than before Thank you Joe for some of the best times of my life (This dead weight won't pull me down) I'll just go to Barry, get stoned, watch some wrestling To get my mind off all the shit I hate This world will not beat me, whatever I'm feeling I'll keep my head up as long as i'm alive
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The last six months have been the best but they're just fading away And my security is lacking is the best thing to say I understand I'm not the best person to be around I'm too demanding, un-understanding My mind is sailing away from the fact that we won't see each other every single day A year from now things won't be the same And that's not to say that I won't think of you as much as I already do But I've just gotta face the facts It looks like my friends just don't give a fuck And I guess that I'm way shit out of luck You'll travel twenty miles for a house party But you won't even come to a show and support me And it's fine by me, I guess I'll wait and see When I go to university will you still call me? I'm wasting time, it's less than just a year before we all move out and leave this town And we'll live our lives, surrounded by stress in a place we don't know too well I swear to god if I see you around, I'll still know your face, you'll be able to tell I haven't changed a bit we'll sit and reminisce Talk about and think of all the times we once spent And if my life goes as I planned And I'm on tour with my band And if I play a home show, I hope i'm not some guy you used to know You'll come backstage, tell us how well we played And all and all and in the end I'll still call you my friends And I just want my friends to give a fuck I don't wanna be way shit out of luck Please don't go to that house party Just come to my show and hang out with me It's fine by me, I guess i'll wait and see When I go to university will you still call me?
3.
So I guess it's time to call it quits, time to grow up and get over it The time we spent as friends, we'll never hang out like we did again High school memories fade out like the final episode of Friends Except this time i'll find out what happens in the end And its hard to let go Of everything you poured yourself into for three years The records still remain and the memories with them will remind me that I had to grow up, I had to move on Maybe i'll see you in seven years time, at a petrol station in the line And we'll exchange just a glance, smile as we walk away It's heartbreaking to say But i'll miss things as they were and often think about what might have happened If things worked out differently, if my ambition didn't get a hold of me I wish things didn't have to change, the memories we shared will always remain A piece of what we were, a piece of what we could have become I'm sorry this is how it was
4.
Last night you made a promise you couldn't and didn't want to keep. You told me that when I wake up you'd be there lying next to me. You said you wouldn't even wake me but I lay there for hours waiting To see if you would walk in, and take the darkness away. This headache ruins my dreams at night, you wouldn't understand. The demons that you try to run from Are the same feelings that you welcome with open arms. And you try to forget any happiness you've ever felt Could be magnified by ten if you just gave me a chance. I cannot hide any longer behind the heat of the moment I had nothing left to lose, now you're all that I have. Once again I sacrificed myself Tonight I wish I could be someone else. There's nothing I can do to stop this sinking feeling I fall deeper every time I rest my head
5.
Smokers 06:09
This week I've been feeling heavy, Like the weight in my chest has come back again My old friend in solitude has found it's way back to me I took it for granted when it was around But this feeling of helplessness has kept my feet up off the ground I've never been anywhere where I felt more at home Like I belong and I'm not alone Up until now I gotten along with the people around me But I never felt like I was wanted In these short weeks I found a new way of living and I hope I never forget the people that taught me to be me Sitting with my eyes closed tight against the sun By the benches on the concrete, my feet too tired to run I've found all these new people but even when i'm surrounded Sometimes I feel like i'm left alone But I guess that's to be expected, after five years of just existing I think i'll need some time to adjust because But when you're living in the past you never move on And I don't want to be that guy who only rises to fall I've found myself a new place, somewhere I belong I have to make the most of it, I won't be here for long I guess i'll miss the people I left behind I guess I miss the people I left behind Living separate lives, it's hard to make time I owe so much to my old friends, who put up with my shit To help me get over it. It looks like my friends just don't give a fuck And I guess that i'm way shit out of luck Please don't go to that house party just come to my show and hang out with me It's fine by me, I guess i'll wait and see When I go to university will you still call me? It's hard to let go, of everything you put yourself into for three years The records still remain and the memories with them will remind me that I had to grow up, I had to move on Once again I sacrificed myself Tonight I wish I could be someone else This dead weight pulls at me I won't get any sleep tonight All the things I cannot change keep running through my mind Will one day come when I don't lose what I'm trying to find? I just need to clear my head but it's too cold to go outside

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Our second EP, a few more meaningful songs about being sad, miserable and ultimately overcoming it. Enjoy!

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released April 25, 2014

Credit to everyone who likes our band and listens to our stuff or comes to our shows! You guys all rock.

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Sticks & Stones are your friendly neighbourhood pop punk band!

Cardiff, South Wales

Est. 2013.

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